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so today, or i guess yesterday, my friends came over (with burritos and almond dacquoise) kind of randomly at about 8ish. they left at around 2am.

it's great hanging out with them, though, so i'm ok with it. hooray for family!

i'm still going crazy over all the final project i'm doing. i was working a bit on my typography while they were here, but... i finished one thing. yeah... whatev.


i'm really tired. i woke up in the morning and my neck hurt. now i'm all itchy and i'm sneezing and it's not fun. so right now i'm just... wasting time writing this blog instead of working on the shitload of work i have to do.

I can not wait until school is over and the finals madness is over.

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I think i am going crazy. I think i am unhappy with my life. Unsatisfied. Well, perhaps that's too much--i'm not incredibly happy, but i'm not unhappy. i'm in that limbo where everything is just sort of there and i'm living life just to eat, sleep, work.

i want more.
something's up with me where I just want to let go of everything. i want a change. i'm not sure in what, but i want and maybe need change, and i'm not sure exactly where i'll find it.

funny, because the Indiana Jones Adventure song came on in my itunes on shuffle. I'm not sure where it came from, or why i have it, but maybe it's a sign. i need to go on an adventure. a quest!
i should discover more about myself. i don't know me very well. although i do know this about myself: i need to get some sleep. so good night.